Searching for love- Day 3
ok sooo wtf…ıts been the weirdest day since like ıdk… nthing too weırd happened but I was stıll ın a very awkward mood, like those times you cant recognize who you are? I couldnt even finish my shoots, plus I studied ,which is weird cuz I dont like that ,at all… =) so maybe ıts an astrological awkverdness or smethng, maybe everythings upside down, I know the tıtles searching for love; Im not even sure I feel a glimpse of love today, let alone search for it. Its a huge gap and emptiness Im feeling, replacing yesterdays passion waves…hope it passes soon enough cuz I m a major ın love addict,I lıve and breathe for love I hope I dont turn asexual or gay or anythng else cuz I couldnt fınd anythng attractive today haha Do you feel like that? Plus on my mind there was much deeper things like my future , psychic powers and stuff, had colorful and irritating dreams again…again.. uhh… I promised myself to write here everyday, Ill keep that promise because I know Itll help to see the progress day by day, going back and reading it, not everyhtng ofcourse cuz most are pg13 and haha inappropriate to write down but I have also another diary thing on my laptop, I dont write my stuff like – dear diary bla bla bla lol I jump right on the subject 
oh well Im hungry so Ill wrıte some other tıme soon, prob tomorrow muah love ya
xoxo
