Searching for Love- Day 2
Gogo didnt find love today… I def looked for it, there was this ex bf of mine, went to chill at his place with sme friends… I certainly dont love him, not that I care if he loves me anyways… we say these a lot. ok so we ordered some pizza and it was actually veryyy boring =) hate to say, he is cute yea but oh well maybe Ill never find love, it was the wrong thing to actually go there, he talked about how women always tell the sme stuff about sex 1 ‘ oh I dont have sex cuz I stıll dont know you, 2 ‘ oh ı cant have sex wıth you cuz you arent my bf etc and etc , I told hım thats completely FUCKNG NORMAL ,why dont men try to understand women are creatures of love? maybe men should stop tellıng us we r exactly the same, we have only one thıng ın common we WANT to be loved. thats about ıt, some of us torture longer,some of us get used , both of them we prefer depends on our psychology and mood, but we can love you, yes we can even if ur very ugly…lol women tend to be blinded once theyre under the spell its hard to break, we r def less visual than men …they choose more with animal instincts, we choose rationally, well…we r animals too=) cant say Im not superficial at times =) anyways, it was another day without love, there were couple other people on my mind that called me, lets call them MR A. and MR E. they seem interested and interesting but Im not sure of anything yet, its hard to trust men and myself =) another day without love…let me know if u find it before me, id like to know and pray for me lolll jk but u could do that hehe Ill let you know wenever I can, keep you updated if something specific touches my heart… muah xoxo
